i cried the other day

We all have bad days but I called off for the first time at my new(ish) job. I'm almost at 4 months but I was very nervous sending that "I'm not coming in.", text. I'm looking for better and newer things for myself still. 

I'm not where I want to be yet but I'm trying my best. 

Even when it's difficult to preform my best and I wanna fall apart, I try. 


It's exhausting though.

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