thinking with my cold brew.

I'm really trying lately to be more positive even though I always considered myself an optimist, I tend to get annoyed, and negative quickly. Lately though that's not the case, but I know I have a long way to go before I reach my goals. For awhile I've felt that I'm at an odd place in my life career wise. Then I wonder once I reach my goals what's next? When I have everything I want, what's after that? I know I'm getting ahead of myself, but I'm so confident, secure, and I trust myself and my abilities that I can't help but think. 

What am I rushing for? Yes I want my goals but am I rushing? Sometimes I think so, other times I think I'm moving too slow.

Once I get everything I want and I'm happier, I'm not sure what's after that. 

  INS                    |            OUTS                       - for sep2025

                                 - getting that bag                                                 - 80 degree weather

                                 - haircuts                                                              - shaving

                                - moving at your pace                                          - not having a concert to go to 

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