I have no clue what I'm doing

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    I'm just testing this out, I have a lot of thoughts but the idea of a podcast is just meh. 

                          INS                    |            OUTS                       - for july2025

                                 - coconut scents                                                      - feeling scared

                                 - steak                                                                        - paying $9 for a lip balm

                                - air conditioning                                                      - car insurance

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